Honestly!!

So I have been think alot the last few weeks!! About this and that!! Mostly about my mom and da! Well I have been spending alot of time with my second family!! And I have come to realize how precious time really is!! I've told you about my second dad and his cancer and well its not so well!! And it makes me sad that they are having to go through this!! But with all the support of our church family and friends they have overcome so much already!! And thinking about all of this has got me thinking about all the love Kori and Richard have for each other!! I know they pick at each other (which is really funny to watch!!!) but that's how they show their love for each other!! When they look at each other, I can just see it in their eyes that they are still madly and truly and deeply in love!! Well thats what hurts the most!! Kori has been my best friend since I was 13!! She helped me drive through Gardendale when I had my permit because I was scared of traffic!! She has helped me with my relationships with boyfriends, girly stuff like make up and was right there for all the festivities of my graduation!! So we are sisters from another mister!!! We tight!! Well thats why it upsets me to think what is going on in her mind!! I think its like that song "If you're going through Hell, just keep on going" I think that could be her theme song!! Well I was looking around on youtube today and I found a song that might sum up the ordeal and Richard and Kori's relationship to a T!!! Tissue warning Kori!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and dad and the boys sooooo much I couldn't tell you enough how much I love ya'll!!!!!

Iron Bowl!!!

Today is Iron Bowl Saturday!! I am at work!! Blah!! This is the 3rd iron Bowl in a row that I have had to work!! Oh well!! Im in my Alabama shirt and Im making the best of it!! I cant wait until 2:30!! We are closing a room in every pod to watch the game!! Im in triage so I have the tvs in the lobby to watch plus!!!

What next?!?!?

So I get home early from work when was it..... day before yesterday to find that my lovely nephew Ethen was here and wasnt at school! So of course I was a little upset!! So he officially got kicked out of pre-school!!!! Yeah I know!! He's 3!! I dont know what to do with him now! He isnt listening at all!!! So I get home from listening to Kori's oldest tell everyone in his class what he is thankful for! BTW that was the sweetest thing I've heard in a hot minute. So yeah right when I walked in, he was mouthing off to NANA so yep I snatched him up and popped him a good one!! So as I'm typing this he is sitting in the recliner sniffling and crying. But he will get over this attitude if I have anything to say about it! Well let me go before I have a nervous breakdown!! Wish me luck!!

My life!

So I went to T-Town last night at about umm lets just call it 8 o'clock at night!! I was going anyway and my friend Matt from work, called me and scked me for a ride cause he was too drunk to drive all the way to t-town to meet up with another co-worker. So me being the great friend I am went and got him and off we go to t-town! So I stayed the night and came home this afternoon after a pit stop at my little cousin Ed's birthday party! So yeah thats my weekend!!

I found a great song a little bit ago on the web and then I found out someone had put clips of my leading man to the song!!! I LOVE PAUL McGILLION!!!!!!!!!!! AND CARSON BECKETT!!!!! Enjoy my readers... Enjoy!!

World Diabetes Day!!!!!!!

So as you can tell, today is World Diabetes Day! It was established to get the word out about Diabetes!! You can check out the website here. So please go and check it out and you might lwarn a thing or two about my lifestyle I have to live with Diabetes!!! Thanks for reading!!!

Im Sorry!

So this post is to one of my fervent readers personally! you know who you are!!

I just wanted to say I was sorry for the way I blew up on you!! I was just a little upset with EVERYTHING that was going on, but then I started to think about the BIGGER picture and the way things worked out was the way it was meant to be!! I know you know who had a great time at you know where, I have spoken to them personally. I am truely sorry for the way I reacted so childishly to a situation that I didnt even need to think about changing right now! I hope you get to feeling better and I hope in time you will forgive me and love me again like before! I love you and all the you know whos in our lives!! Your my Peas!!!! I heart you peas!!!!!!!!!

Blah!!

So yeah had the interview this morning! And yeah I really dont know how it went! The lady I interviewed with said she loved my personality. So I guess it went well!

After the interview my cousin Kaci called me up and we went to the Galleria Mall! It was fun but I wasnt feeling to swuft so I went to the local doc in the box and yep you guessed it... I have Strep Throat!!! I feel crappy! Im off work tomorrow, and I have to take all these antibotics! I hope I get better really fast!!! Updates to come!!!

Excited much?!?!

So I'm walking to the kitchen this morning and the phone rings and mom answers it. She says yes she is here if you could hold on for a moment, Kim you have a phone call. I go to the kitchen and answer the phone. Its this lady named Becky. See a few weeks ago I sent in an application for a job at the Kirklin Clinic in Birmingham. Its in their surgery clinic! So back to present. She starts with a phone interview then tells me she wants to finish it Monday at 9 and I have to take a typing test monday morning too! Im excited and nervous at the same time! She asked me what was the reason I wanted to leave the ER. I didn't wanna tell her that every morning when Im driving into work, Im praying that I dont get attacked by a psych patient. But I told her that I wanted to have better hours so I can spend more time with my family. And best thing about the job is that its Mon-Fri 8-5 NO WEEKENDS!!!!! Gah thats the thing that got me!! Well I have to go clean my room so I can go spend the weekend with Kori and the Boys and my second father!!! Me and Jacob her oldest, are going to see High School Musical 3 tomorrow!! Cant wait!!

Really??

So yeah Da decides to wake me up at 4:30 this morning for the start! He thought I told him thats what time I told him that time last night. Yeah that would be a negative!! So there went my beauty sleep! Once Im up thats it! Well so I get ready for work and head out! I get to work and I had to go to a class this morning about stocking our bedside carts! Blah!! So yeah I go over to pod 6 and start working on stocking when my charge nurse asked me to sit! Well I said sure why not Im not doing anything! So I get done there and I take the patient to the pysch building! I decide to stop by and see my bestie Kori!! We talked for a little while! I go back to work and I remember i only work till 3 today! So aroung 1:30 I start to get one of my dreaded migraines. So 3 could not come any faster! I get home and take my meds and take me a nap! So Im better now and Im going to get ready for bed to go to work tomorrow! Day 2 of 3! Still holding on I guess!!

Blah squared!!

I think the stomach/ head cold bug has hit the Hudgens' household! Da was sick this past weekend and as such I have had to stay away from him! I dont need to be sick with my bad immune system! But this morning I get up and yep you guessed it! Cough, runny nose, fever and on top of all that, Ive been well how can I put this in a nice way! umm... lets just day my breakfast is on its way to the water treatment plant. Ok people it came up from the top, not the bottom! But yeah! Im trying to get better cause tomorrow starts another run of 3 12's in a row for me!! Wish me luck!!

SITS!!

I just signed up for this new blog comment thingy! thats how I can describe it right now! You check out the featured blog of the day and go comment on their posts and you beet to meet a few new people in the process!! I think this will be awesome!!

Cant think!!

Well it has been a really loooong hot min. since my last post! So what has been going on with everyone?!? I have been working and working and then.. yep you guessed it working! The real world sucks!!! Not anything really interesting going on in my neck of the woods! OH OH the other day at work we had a memorial service for Billy. It was perfect! Then, my bestest friend in the whole big bad ER world, announced that he was leaving!!! Well not "leaving, leaving" persei! He is transfering up to the PACU which is like pre-op. Yeah I was crushed! He said he was going to take me out on a date before he leaves which I believed for about umm... 2 seconds! But its all good in the neighborhood! I have to go and buy new scrubs cause we changed the color we have to wear! Its black. Blah! So morbid! But other than that its been going ok for me!! I went to Sloss and Atrox already!! Me and Kori are SOOOOO going to this place in palmerdale! Its the old high school! The website is here! It scared the living life out of me just looking and listening to the site!! Well let me run Im off too meet Ashley at the Galleria! Peace!

Tell me what you think?!!

So I am going to try my hand at the art of what is known as fanfiction story writing!! Yeah I know sounds korny!! Well I have been thinking about what I would like to write for a good while now and tonight I finally typed it out! So I am going to post it here and maybe on my livejournal account! I really need to get a beta, hint hint if anyone is interested!! So this is the first chapter! Tell me what you think and let me know if I need to write more. I need to think about chapter 2 and what direction I want it to go! It may depend on all you say about chapter one! Well without further delay here is my FIRST attempt at a Stargate Atlantis Fanfiction!!


Almost Trouble!

She couldn't remember how she ended up at the bottom of the side of the cliff. She tried to lift her head up from the soft moss where she had landed. But what happened? She askes herself that as she weakly tries to look around to see if she can find any of her team. When she tries to speak, all that comes out is a soft croak, "Sheppard?" She is amazed by this and tried to gather all the strength she has left deep inside her to call out one more time. As she starts to speak she begins to yell as she calls for the rest of her team, " Sheppard, Ronon, McKay, Beckett. Anyone out there?" But try as she might, she gets nothing in response. Then she realizes there is no sound anywhere in the forrest. This suprises her, as she tries again to lift her head she hears a shuffling in some leaves behind her. As she is trying to look behind her, gray quickly fills the sides of her line of sight. Then nothing except the blackness of unconsciousness.

Useless???

So I have felt useless for the last week and a half! I really dont know why either! I think it is because I start to think about mom and how I really cant do anything for her and her diagnosis so I feel like well... I cant do anything!! Anyone see where Im going with this! I have been worrying about this so much it is starting to affect my health! My blood sugars have been really out of wack and I havent been eating like I should! Which is like really bad for me cause I love to eat!! So I have been slacking off on meals and losing weight left and right! I have lost 40 pounds in the last 2 months! I think this is where most of the losing weight has come from! So anyway! I spent last night in the ER with my stomach pain and they said I had a UTI and that was probably what was causing my pain! YAY! Another insult to injury! well it is 1:30 in the morning and I am going to TRY to get some well needed sleep! Which probably wont happen! Wish me luck!!

Honestly?!?

So as many of you know, I had my surgical consult monday! Let me tell ya it wasn't all its cracked up to be! I wait for like EVER to get to the back! Oddly they was really busy! So I get back there and they do the usual! Vitals and wieght and height! So in the last week I have lose 5 more pounds raising the total to a wopping 40lbs in 2 months! So I sit in the room for a little bit and in walks the Dr. So i could tell this was going to be fun by his reaction walking into the room! He introduces himself and takes a seat across the room from me and takes up my chart. So he proceedes to tell me what I already know! He says that I have a stone in my appendix and that it is still there but my recent ct said that everything was normal! Normal?? Then why am I still having the pain! I ask him! He said I really dont know right now! I said ok well what are we going to do about it? He tells me to get on the exam table so he can check if I still had pain when you poke and prod it! Well that was a quick and easy YES!! So he tells me he wants to do a coloscopy to take a look up there and see whats going on. I said if you think its best ok lets do it! Well he said he wants to schedule it asap so I get to the scheduling desk and the soonest is Nov 10th! I asked the girl if there was anything better than that and all she said this is the best we got for now! So I sit here for another 2 months with this pain in my side and wait! I really dont understand this system! But in the end if it helps me stop hurting its the best I can do is wait! I am going to try to get some sleep for work tomorrow!

Oh before I go let me tell you what happened to me and the fam last night!! So Im lying in the bed just listening to the fan cause I have trouble falling asleep, long story! Ok so I hear this god-awful sound coming from the attic!! So I sit and listen closer! It sounds like big boxes or crates being dragged across the floor of the attic! Well the only problem with that is we have NO floor in the attic and NO one was up there!!! Ok so I was already freaked out!! So around the same time frame my dad's work truck was broken into and they stole some money and his... BIBLE!! Yeah I know!! Well we know at least they will have a guilty feeling about it cause of the bible! Well I'll let everyone know about everything that goes on!! Peace!!

Im so excited!!!

So here I sit, at Kori's typing away! So here is some news! Kori and Richard are going to renew their vows in May and I am sooo going!! Well me and Calob the youngest was talking about it and we are going to do something a little special at the reception!! So all of you might have already have seen it but here it is anyway!! I need to change the begining song! But tell me what you think!!

Unlock the Gate!!

So I signed up for this special Stargate promoting team and this is the first mission that I have!! I'm pretty excited! So yeah I have a link for the MGM website that if you enter it, you could have your likeness or name included in the NEW Stargate game: Stargate Worlds MMOG! I am so excited and when I post the link and you go through my website it gives me points to win a special prize!!Im all for special prizes!! So here it is and I will let everyone know about how it goes!!

http://stargate.mgm.com/specialops/link.php?link=19&id=5403

There you go!! Have fun and good luck!!!

Odd?!?

So yeah I haven't blogged in almost a week! I feel like I am leaving ya'll hanging!! So I have been working and working and still working!! Not really much different going on. Mom still has no job and still has Alzheimer's. So thats all the same! I'm going to leave you with a little history fact that I bet ya'll didn't know!!

John Hancock's signature on the Declaration of Independence was very large, resulting in the modern term "put your John Hancock" which means to sign something. His signature on other documents was rather large too, but he had a particular reason for writing big on the Declaration. Signing the Declaration was an act of considerable bravery, because it would be seen by the King of England as high treason. He wanted King George III, who was farsighted, to be able to see his signature clearly.

In the first phone company, the four operators had to remember the names of about 200 customers. When John Smith wanted to call Tom Hardin, for instance, the operator knew which plug to put in which hole. When two of the four operators became sick with the measles, the doctor, who was also a part owner of the phone company, suggested numbering the customers so that temporary operators who didn't know all the customers by name, could work the system. This is how phone numbers came to be.

Everyone knows that gasoline was rationed during World War II, but few know how severely. People were allowed three gallons per week. Tell me, even with a modern, fuel-efficient car, could you get by on that?

A medical curiosity was David Kennison, who was born in 1736 and participated in the Boston Tea Party. At the age of seventy-six, serving in the War of 1812, he lost a hand to a gunshot wound. Later, a tree fell on him, and fractured his skull. Some years later, while training soldiers in the use of a cannon, something went wrong and an explosion shattered his legs. He recovered. Yet later, a horse damaged his face. He died peacefully in 1851 at the age of 115.
Can you say odd?!?!

Dear Sweet Billy!!!

I was sitting here at my computer Monday when I got a text message from my "wonder twin" Erin, that's when my world was turned upside down!! She said that one of our charge nurses "Billy passed away today." WOW!! Thats all I could say at the moment! So I went to work the next day, which was yesterday, and it was really really bad. Everyone was reacting to the news and really was upset. Honestly, it really didn't hit me until tonight at the viewing. I couldn't get off work early, so I went after and got there about 7:15ish. The line took us about an hour to get to the casket. And that's when I lost it. I saw Billy's fire gear. It said rest in peace captain Stewart. And they retired his fire number! Yeah that's when it finally hit me and I haven't been able to stop crying since. He is being given a FULL firefighter funeral, so I will be wearing my uniform out of respect and he is getting the largest precession I think I have ever witnessed. But the main thing is I think he wouldn't have wanted EVERYTHING like that but we are doing it for him because he was a great nurse, flight nurse, nascar medic, firefighter, and paramedic!

Rest In Peace my dear sweet Billy Stewart! You will be greatly missed, but we know you are not in pain anymore. You can get the rest you deserve. We love you!! William "Billy" Stewart May 4th, 1979- Sept. 8th, 2008. PS we will watch over Reese as we know you will!

William "Billy" Stewart
STEWART, WILLIAM "BILLY", age 29 of Hayden, passed away Monday, September 8, 2008 at his home surrounded by his loving family and friends after a courageous, hard fought battle with cancer. He was a member of Hilldale Baptist Church. Billy worked as a charge nurse in the ER at UAB and enjoyed his time as a flight nurse with LifeSaver. He was a longtime member of West Blount Fire Department as a firefighter and paramedic and also served as chairman of the board. He was preceded in death by his grandfather, Warren Reese Stewart, Jr. and grandmother, Ellen Sapp Grigg. Billy is survived by his loving wife, Jennifer Lynne Hayes Stewart; son, James Reese Stewart; mother, Susan Grigg Stewart; father, Warren Reese Stewart, III; sister, Rachael Stewart Lewis; brother-in-law, Ronald Andrew Lewis; nephews, Dylan Andrew Lewis and Daniel Tyler Lewis; grandfather, William Henry Grigg; grandmother, Bertha Lee Stewart; and numerous, aunts, uncles, cousins, and friends. Funeral services will be held on Thursday, September 11, 2008 at 10:00 a.m. at Hilldale Baptist Church with Rev. Ron Pate and Rev. Donny Holley officiating. He will lie in state at the church on Thursday from 9-10 a.m. Burial will follow at Oakwood Memorial Gardens. The family will receive friends Wednesday evening from 5:30-8:00 p.m. at Gardendale Funeral Home. Messages of comfort and condolence may be sent to the family by visiting our website at www.gardendalefuneralhome.com. Donations in Billy's name may be made to the West Blount Fire Department-P.O. Box 229, Hayden, AL 35079. Arrangements are by Gardendale's only locally owned and operated funeral home.

Save SGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So this is a Picture from Ex. Producer Joseph Mallozzi's blog! The Save Atlantis gang have rallied and we have started to "send in the lemons" to get the show back on for a 6th season!! I think its kinda funny because I have a "citrus problem" as Jacob calls it! Its not I have a problem with it, it has a problem with me!! Well anyway! SGA is Stargate Atlantis and SGU is the new show that has recieved the green light after Atlantis is over. It stands for Stargate Universe!! Its kinda a sucky concept if you read the story bechind it!! Well I need to get some rest so I can go to the doctor tomorrow about my "belbow" as Ethen calls it!! Here is come links you can check out if you wanna get involved with the Save Atlantis bregade!!!

You can check out SOSGA here or you can so to Save the lost city here. Also here is Joseph Mallozzi's blog! He has very interesting stuff related to the show and a lot of stuff not related!! But here it is!! Also there is a petition going around to get the show back! I have the petition widget on the right there! Please if you can please sign it!! Thanks for listing to my rambeling!!