Confused?? Not so much!?!?

Alright!! I have an update!! After like 3 panic attacks I finally got up the nerve to call Patrick and tell him what I have been thinking/feeling!! Well I was standing on Kori's porch so I could get service on my phone!! (Thank you AT&T!!) Ok so Kori was my motivation!! Well I called him and the call went to voice mail! So Kori walked inside and by the time I reached the door, he called me back!! I was SCREAMING!!! So Kori came back outside and I answered the phone! We talked for like 5 mins. and we came to the agreement that dating would totallly ruin our friendship!! So alls good for right now!! Thats all I got to say! Im going to bed to get prepared for work tomorrow!! Wish me luck!!